Bittersweet by Big Head Todd and The Monsters

"Are we everything we wanted...It's bittersweet, more sweet then bitter, bitter then sweet..."

A little light looks through her bedroom window
She dances and I dream, she's not so far as she seems
Of brighter meadows, melting sunsets
Her hair blowing in the breeze
And she can't see me watching

I'm thinking love, love
Love, love

It's bittersweet, more sweet than bitter
Bitter than sweet
It's a bittersweet surrender
It's bittersweet, more sweet than bitter
Bitter than sweet
It's a bittersweet surrender

I said I'm older now
I work in the city, we live together
But it's different than my dream
Morning light fills the room, I rise
She pretends she's sleeping
Are we everything we wanted

I'm thinking love, love
Love, love

It's bittersweet, more sweet than bitter
Bitter than sweet
It's a bittersweet surrender
It's bittersweet, more sweet than bitter
Bitter than sweet
It's a bittersweet surrender

I said I know we don't talk about it
We don't tell each other
All the little things that we need
We work our way around each other
As we tremble and we
As we tremble and we bleed
As we tremble and we
As we tremble and we bleed

It's bittersweet, more sweet than bitter
Bitter than sweet
It's a bittersweet surrender
It's bittersweet, more sweet than bitter
Bitter than sweet
It's a bittersweet surrender

https://youtu.be/Wyd9OcI37AY

State Of Love and Trust by Pearl Jam

LISTENING TO IT SOOOO LOUD! "And I listen, for the voice inside my head, Nothing! I'll do this one myself. And the barrel waits, trigger shakes. Aimed right at my head, Won't you help me, Help me from myself..."

State of love and trust as I busted down the pretext
Sin still plays and preaches, but to have an empty court, uh huh
And the signs are passin', grip the wheel, can't read it
Sacrifice receiving the smell that's on my hands, hands, yeah

And I listen for the voice inside my head
Nothin', I'll do this one myself!!!

Lay her down as priest does, should the Lord be accountin'
Will be in my honor,
Make it pain, painfully quick, uh huh!!!
Promises are whispered in the age of darkness
Want to be enlightened like I want to be told the end, end, yeah

And the barrel shakes aimed a directly at my head
Oh, help me, help me from myself!
And I listen for the voice inside my head
Nothin', I'll do this one myself
Myself, myself

Hey, na na na na, hey that's something
Wanna back, back it away, yeah

And I listen, yeah, for the voice inside my head
Nothin', I'll do this one myself
And the barrel waits, trigger shakes
Aimed right at my head, won't you help me
Help me from myself

State of love and trust, and a
State of love and trust, and a
State of love and trust, and a

https://youtu.be/N8r_anyZERw

Slow Dog by Belly

Miss videos on MTV!!! Still love Belly and this entire album! "Heal me by a river...Just can't leave that dog alone..."

Meet him by the road.
There's a dog went running,
Picking through spit out leaves
A dog won't even touch.
Meant to shoot that dog long ago,
Just can't leave that dog alone.

Maria carry a rifle.
Maria carry a dog on her back.
That dog is hit again.
That slow dog is hit again,
With his see-thru skin,
The kind of skin you can see through.
He's shot again.
He's shot again.
He's shot a-a-a-a-a-a.
He's shot again.
He's shot again.
He's shot a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a.

Heal me by a river.
Man retires his wife says,
But she was so sad and sick.
His heart breaks in the mud.
Thought I'd leave this world by twenty-one.
Couldn't leave that dog alone.

Maria carry a rifle.
Maria carry a dog on her back.
That dog is hit again.
That slow dog is hit again,
With his see-thru skin,
The kind of skin you can see through.
He's shot again.
He's shot again.
He's shot a-a-a-a-a-a.
He's shot again.
He's shot again.
He's shot a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a.
Maria carry a rifle.
Maria carry a dog on her back.
Maria carry you on her back.

https://youtu.be/hqQyiMpGaCA